AND THE NAKED BONE OF AN ECHO SAYS DON’T WALK AWAY

There's still snow on the streets. It's fucking April, where's spring? C'mon Sweden. Been here for a couple of days now, and I'm already ready to leave. I wish I was rich and could do whatever. Unfortunately, I'm not, which makes me stuck here for a while. I need a job. NOW. I don't even know where to begin. And I don't know where to find the strength. These past couple of months have been a fucking rollercoaster, and I'm lost.

Note to self: Figure shit out. This week. & move on.



crossroads. which way is right?
darlin', walk a while with me. strange. what love does.

I see you and I dilate. High off of whiskey and pills casual conversations brew in a crowded kitchen. I get unsolicited advice from every guest- leave him. but days later i will sleep soundlessly in bed next to him, half dressed and still drunk. i wake up, stare at his bare back and still tell myself things will change.

don't use words like love, words like that don't matter.

ti amo. ora, andare all'inferno.

We had a lot going for us.
We'd found the secret glue that held all things together.
In a perfect place, where the noise did not intrude,
our world was so very complete.

valentine's day. the birds are not flying anymore, they're gone.

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows. Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide. And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart...
I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart.

Ho appena mai mai amato qualcuno come ti amo,
non ho mai sentito il bisogno di qualcuno come faccio con voi.
Sono così felice che stai nella mia vita.

11 days, love.

hjärta milo moore.

jag har aldrig älskat någon så som jag älskar dig.
det enda jag vet är att jag måste vara med dig.
det finns inget annat, du är mitt allt.

m

it'll be you and me forever.
i don't want you, i need you.
and i can't see no other way.

touch me, hold me, kiss me like you do.
love me like you do.

kids, this is music.

i love you man.
this might be the most beautiful i've ever heard.
kids, this is music. real music.

Oh missing man, where have you gone?
I miss you much, I miss you long.

Oh lover boy, you're hiding out.

My love will come, my love will come, my love.
For you I wait, for you I wait, my love.

Oh solitude I'm doing fine.
I dance alone with my head high.

puppy

"hang in there. call me if you need me. i love you."

i miss you.