goodbye

looks like i'll be back in LA soon.
my mom gave me a call tonight.

mom: i'll pay for you to go back to LA.
me: no, i can't let you do that.
mom: i want to. that's where you want to be, that's where you should be. now go.

i love leaving östersund, it's the best part of living here.
i'm leaving for gothenburg in four hours. a 12 hour drive.
and on monday i'll hopefully know for sure if/when i'm leaving for LA.

i have a feeling this is the last goodbye.